Faith

God’s Handiwork

I often find myself wondering how anyone could doubt the existence of God.

As I have told you before, I have been adding daily walks into my routine. With the end of the school year, it has been necessary to find somewhere else to do my long walks. I am thankful that I have discovered a wonderful trail right in my own neighborhood.

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Aptly named “Happy Top”, it is our neighborhood park complete with community center, splash park, softball fields, and walking trail.

On a typical day, my Yorkie, Truffles, and I will walk at a steady pace on the narrow trail winding around the outer rim of the mountaintop. I wear my best walking sneakers and listen to my iPod loaded with gospel tunes.

As we pace our way around the gentle curves and up and down the slight slopes of the trail I listen to God’s music playing in my ears and use my eyes to take in the beauty of my surroundings.

Flowers dot the lush green landscape and the sweet aroma of honeysuckle fills the air. Sunlight filters through the leaves and creates shadows on the path while a cool breeze helps dry the sweat on my brow. This is not just a trail- to me, it is my own outdoor chapel- like God’s gentle hug wrapping around me as I walk.

I am always amazed at the variety of leaves, flowers, and even mosses that I find. How could anyone look at this piece of artwork and not appreciate the heavenly artist who created it?

At one point in one of my recent walks I had to stop and take the photo below. This single dogwood petal lay on the ground, nestled in the cool carpet of moss. I gazed at it and found myself smiling, thinking of the heart shape of the petal and its symbolism to me- a sure sign of God’s love.

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If you ever find yourself in Beattyville, KY and you want somewhere to get close to God, I strongly urge you to take the trek to Happy Top. Take your time and stroll along the trail, soak in God’s beauty, listen to the birds chirping, watch the rabbits hopping into the woods, and feel the touch of God’s gentle hand in the breeze.

If you live in Beattyville and you have not taken the time to use the walking trail, make the time. There are benches located along the trail where you can take a rest break or just sit and talk with God in prayer. (If you happen to see a fifty some year old woman listening to music walking the trail and occasionally raising her arms in praise, don’t be too alarmed. It is probably just me- listening to God’s voice in song and worshipping in my outdoor chapel.)

Faith

Too Much of a Good Thing?

We have all been there-

Maybe we were at our favorite restaurant and we allowed ourselves to over-indulge, filling our mouths with scrumptious food and luscious desserts only to find ourselves hours later complaining with a stomach ache.

Maybe we were busy enjoying the warmth of the summer sun and time with family and friends forgetting to take time to freshen up our sunscreen only to awaken the next day with skin reddened by a sunburn too painful to touch.

Whatever the circumstances, we, as humans, allow ourselves to get excited about something and plunge in, not only head first but with our entire being.

I have to confess that I may have been guilty of this with my Bible journaling…..

At the beginning of the year I made a decision to spend more time in God’s word- more time reading it, studying it, and journaling about my personal growth. I LOVED it! My time each morning with God was my sanctuary in this world of hustle and bustle. Then, last week, it caught up with me. I crashed!

I found myself needing to get so many other things done: housework, meetings, a crochet project with a deadline, personal obligations. I HAD to take a break from my Bible time.

I felt guilty- I felt like I was turning my back on my promise to God. I was getting other things done, but I was NOT happy about it.

Then this week, God sent me a message- just as he always does- showing me that he was watching and he understood….

I had eased myself back into my Bible time, not delving into an actual long-term devotional study but using Proverbs 31’s daily devotionals to guide my Bible reading and journaling. Monday’s verse started with the phrase, “Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him”. Tuesday’s verse was from John 15:16 pointing out that God chose and appointed me for a purpose that would be fruitful for the Lord. Today’s devotional led me to Hebrews chapter 4 and when I opened my study Bible the heading said, “The Promised Rest”.

It took 3 days, but I have finally realized that while I was beating up myself for not spending my usual large blocks of time in Bible reading last week, God was not. He knew my heart. He understood that I had personal obligations and duties that I needed to fulfill. He knew that the project I was working on could be one that touches the heart of someone else and that it TOO is God using me!

While God LOVES my Bible reading, journaling efforts, and blogging he also knows that there are things I HAVE to get done and I should not feel guilty about those. I just need to find the right balance.

It is no different than going to a restaurant and learning to have smaller portions and take some home for later or taking some time to sit in a shady area with a friend rather than spending time in the full mid-day sun. If I want to TRULY grow from my Bible study, I have to make time in my daily routine to DO the routine of life also! In those times I can still THINK on my Bible reading- truly digesting what the word of God said to me that morning. As I do dishes or vacuum the floor I can still make time to utter prayers for those who need them or I can take the time to praise the Lord for the roof over my head and the floor beneath my feet. I need to do more INTEGRATION of my Bible study into my life rather than ISOLATION. I can still have that GOOD thing- I just need to manage it a bit- finding the right balance between my heart and my head.
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Lord, thank you for your word. Thank you for the guidance that it provides. Thank you for my desire to read, study, and grow in my faith through Bible journaling. Help me to focus more on my GROWTH and less on the actual TIME. Help me to continue to use my talents as a service for you while still allowing myself to get my daily tasks completed. Guide me to the right opportunities that will cultivate my faith journey and use me as you would see fit. Help me to find the right balance between what my heart wants and what my head says I need to do!